Today is December 3. On September 3, at about 12:15 AM, Crockett was run over.
I don't understand why. I do trust that "in the fullness of time, God . . ." and that since He is in control as Lord of my life, Crockett served his purpose on earth and is now my "heavenly puppy" guard-dog.
A lot of things changed abruptly when Crockett died. Choices I'd made. Friends I didn't know I had. My future. My heart. A lot changed.
I think that the way I comprehend has changed too. There are people I want in my life. I choose to surround myself with kind and mature people with whom I share common interests. Emphasis on kind and mature. Positive influences who challenge me to be. (To be? What? Just "to be" -- to grow into the kind and mature person I am becoming.)
Oh, and to clean house and stay off the computer so much.
See, it's three months, and I'm grinning, even if I'm still in mourning. Thank you, N&K: best and true friends. (May everyone find best and true friends in her life.)
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